Sadly Day

Today I realize that might not reach my goal.
My future is ruined. I don't have enough grades to be accepted in the university.
I know that I have a year left to improve my grades.. However I think I have loosed my will, to everything.
Tuesday I will have a global exam, it is like 30% of my final grade.

I should study..

I hate people. (Yeah I know I'm always complaining) Why everybody keeps saying : "Ah she is very smart." or  "If you put some effort and study a little bit you can be the best student of the class"
BAH ! Why the don't get it that I don't have enough will to do it?!?
...

Anyway, I will sleep now..

Main word of today (in this case tonight): will